December 7th 2013.

Time flies. It's exactly 6 months after ORD, Yet I am still in an army daze syndrome eversince May 2013. Just now I took a look in the mirror and I was shocked. Was that reflection really me? Why did i look like so different form 6 months ago? Today I saw a soldier in his Number 4 on his way to SAF Ferry Terminal, Just looking at that makes me resemble the times when I am still serving. I still cant believe I ORD-ED. I wonder when I will be able to walk out like walking out from a heartbroken relationship. Lol. Maybe Im just exaggerating. Argh. So headach.

Need Empowerment from Lord Jesus.  Sometime I felt like a spoilt brat. Always requesting help from Lord & God and yet doing nothing (don't even know what i can do at times) and wait for results. Lately felt even more -ve due to work and future studies. Hoping that I can get into SIT next yr, so as to save alot of $$ for my folks, meet regularly with friends and working part times. On the other hand if i go to curtin, I will feel pressurize as too much $ is funded. Im reali scared of screw ups and expectations. I really really hope i can go in SIT.  =/

Then again beside preaching to you Lord, idk hw i can start  to revamp myself. So Dear Lord, Please pardon my whines for the last time of the day~Please help me to turn into a better person, capable of making confident choice and decisions. Please help me to adhere to a timetable to start revising all my poly materials and making a balance in life. Lastly, I know the chance is slim, but Dear Lord, Please help me to get into SIT.

Amen.

Time Flies like the speeeeed of light

Wow, been a while since my last entry. Hahaha. Oh well. Life goes on as normal, Got my licence, 2 more months to ORD. But still pondering if to pursue studies in flinders in future. Tsk, headach. Oh well, Lord had shown me through example that degree is still more impt den any thing else. So I think i should be studying in Flinders bah... Meantime. 8 weeks to ORD, 18 working days left. Please find me a job that is related to my course of study before i ORD!

AMEN!
Praise the Lord! :)

Clueless...

Past few days been thinking too much again. Sigh, hate it when my mind starts to think of stuff thats unnecessary, esp from the past. As for now... I think i will stick back to being alone... Since she alrdy have someone else on her mind. Better not to interupt and don pin too much hope on it.

On the other hand, future looks bleak too... I am now back to a clueless lil kid who wants all the guidence and instructions to do with his life. 8 more months to ORD. Well, thats something i don wish that it will come so soon though.

Today I just had driving lesson 14. Hope that i can clear the review by tmr and hopefully TP by early Jan. Keep having funny fantasy of driving a car during CNY period and ask her out on a date. I think Im really thinking too much unnecessary stuff.

Oh Dear Lord, Forgive me for not speaking to you recently. Please come back to my heart and give me guidence jus like before and lead me to the plans that u had arranged for me.

Amen.

Helllo :)

Been quite a while since my last entry. Hahaha been idling for almost every night and rotting in front of my laptop for the past 1 month. Hope this kind of life can last more longerr!! @_@ Too bad, good times gonna end fast too. Learnt to drive recently, today just had my 2nd lesson. Wah, the instructor this time round, not very patient leh. Jialat. Pray hard the instructors i get is like the 1st one.

Car for 1st lesson

 Cars for 2nd lesson

Well.. right now I am still trying to chase after this girl. Very hard. I duno how to sms her and make contact. Everytime it's jus a casual hi, and have good week ahead. @_@ Gosh. I need advice in chasing. God please show me some hints? Haha. Oh well. Dear Lord, Please continue to guide my way.

2 more days to hitting 22. Gosh. I feel damn old! D:

Chapter 1. A new adventure had just started

You Only Live Once. It's Now or Never

Well. For the past few days, Been doing something crazy. Haha dint realise I actually went to approach to a girl. To start to make a "Chase" for the very first time in my life. Even though, it's still the ice breaking period, Duno why it's seems so exciting and fun to me. It's like you know you just have to do it one time in your life. I have nothing to lose. Just whack only. Hahahahaha. Although I will not know the outcome, but still I just wanna try and see. Oh Lord. Please guide me along this.

Amen.

Praise the Lord. 

It's been a while

Almost 2 weeks since my last post. Well been rather busy with work. Education Declaration, PES C Dispersal. Shag TTm. Den now kena FLU. Waliuuuu. Why u liddat? Haha. Lols.Next week start of enlistment again! Sighhhh. Same old shit again. But thank god, there's no Standard Batch this time round. Well things should be fine I guess.

So Happening in NARUTO. OMG. OBITO IS TOBI? WTFFFF? *MIND FARK*

I gotten Myself a new cover pic for FB.
















Looks kinda dumb. But I like it very much. Hahaha, So proud of my own work.

Thank God for being with me all the time, Now I seldom think of her that often arldy

On the other Hand. 9 months more to ORD. OMG. SINGLE DIGIT ALRDY. BUT I STILL HAVE NO CLUE ON WAT TO DO AFTER ORD. OHHHHH LORD! PLEASE HELP MEE!!!! @__@

Amen!
Praise the Lord!